FatherWolf1

the perfect day fucked over by family... what is new.... started out good... went to see hangover p2 wow is all i can say.... i was suppose to go to the con and meet up with ~xAngelicShadowx then family calls and starts bitching lovely great right? have you people ever had one of those days where things hit the fan and splatter well the minute the family starts my little voice jumped in it was a free for all on my brain..... stuck at home wanting nothing more then to be hanging with ~xAngelicShadowx hell i started to listen to those damn little voices(they love to make up what other people say in their heads). some days i wish i just lo

though i feel asleep when im truly awake and awake when im truly asleep which is a dream and which is real an answer thats hard to find but beauty, love and art transcend my fear of never waking or sleeping just there a sad drop of water stretching as far as i can to the pool of knowledge knowing its forever away from my reach wishing for her beauty her touch her love being a slave inside his head with a fear of joining lost with the other voices drowned out to be nonsense lustful and a prideful animal are we so different that you fear our voices that you ignore me and Joshua are you that paranoid that your friends will

who are we but faceless cogs in a stop-and-go world set apart only by shear will and what defines this "will" nothing but our walk of life better known as a personality filled with dreams hopes and desires that our created world doth love,lust, and loathe to destroy yet there are few who doth tread heavily making my dark life brighter.... as a single white passes through a prism it breaks down into Roygbiv so to does my mind. only difference is that its backwards for me. with each new and old friend i grow steadily white. but lately  i fear im slipping into madness taking more steps back then forward. my good friend J should have b